A crown of thorns

I wear a crown of thorns
I try to smile so no one knows
People laughing and happily oblivious
They don't hear the voices that hold me

I wear a crown of thorns
But it's as natural as breathing
Angels communing with me
But unfortunately they are evil
I enjoy the intimacy
but not their actions

I wear a crown of thorns
They won't let me go
Once this door opens
Why would you want it to close
Just know that a greater world exists than when you were innocent
There's no turning back
Angels both good and evil exist
We just need to find our place
Ask God to help you