Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Things I hate about Satan

Bullies
Suffering for family and pets
Wasted time, lots of wasted time
Talking through me
Saying things that I don't think
So others hate me
Trying to get me to hate
because others are blessed
Blocking love
Leading me to lead others to sin

These are some of the things that I hate about Satan

They want to control us
They want to tell us what to do
They will lead you and others away from God
You don't know what you do
It's what you do that matters
It determines your destiny
Don't do evil

You try to save yourself

You try to save yourself
But you end up delivering yourself
It's what you do that matters
Who is your father in heaven
Who do you serve
You give them a finger
They take a hand
Be careful making a deal with Satan
They'll want you to deliver your family
You don't know what you do
Keep asking God to help!

Sunday, 16 October 2011

Things are so bad

Things are so bad
I consider surrendering to Satan
People being called monkey or ugly
I tried to ignore the taunts and act normally
but others react to the insults
Others are chasing me for a sex slave
How can I make it?
Keep asking God to help
They'll get you fired, alienate your family, deliver your pets and children into suffering
I'm trying to be a normal person
God's been helping but it's just too hard
We'd have to be hermits not to be hurt by them
Try to stay with God as best you can
Try not to hurt others for Satan's gain
Once you surrender it will be harder to resist them
Don't do evil, stay with God!

Satan's Angels

I see a man in a window calling for help
I decide to help, then turn away
Now they are following me
I move to another country, new voices following me
Do I enjoy being watched?
The voices reach a fever pitch
I'm repenting, crying, lost in conversation
Decide to ask God for help
Get baptized
Periods of euphoria, mania
The voices continue
Choose one
Moon River and me
I talk about God to everyone
Different satan's angels are with me, different lives for me
Wait for the main event
Jesse shows herself to me
Words come from my mouth, I know that it's not me
Purple, Orange, and Red judging me
Hate surrounds me
Doubting God
The talking continues
New people following me
Satan's angels threaten me, my family and my pets
Choose one
I choose Jesus
Will you choose God or will you surrender to Satan
We would all surrender for our loved ones.  Don't!
Will you work for Satan to save yourself?
God is good, Satan are evil
Will you choose your eternity angel?
The voices are real.  The choice is clear.
Choose God!











It's a whole new world

Having difficulty
Now I know God is real
It's a whole new world

God has always been there for me
He will be there for you
In times of trouble or in times of joy

Will you choose Jesus?
Freedom is worth the struggle
It's been 11 years and I'm still struggling
Believe in yourself and believe in God
Don't believe in those that say it can't be done

I am so tired

I am so tired
I've been struggling with Satan for 11 years
They talk to me, they talk through me, they're in my dreams
They put me to sleep
They dictate what I can and cannot do
They verbally and physically assault
They want me to surrender to them
To hurt others or to be hurt myself
I'm lucky, this is not an acceptable option
Jesus is standing with me
It's hard
I struggle almost everyday
What other choice do we have?
Freedom is worth it!
Please, please don't surrender to Satan!

A crown of thorns

I wear a crown of thorns
I try to smile so no one knows
People laughing and happily oblivious
They don't hear the voices that hold me

I wear a crown of thorns
But it's as natural as breathing
Angels communing with me
But unfortunately they are evil
I enjoy the intimacy
but not their actions

I wear a crown of thorns
They won't let me go
Once this door opens
Why would you want it to close
Just know that a greater world exists than when you were innocent
There's no turning back
Angels both good and evil exist
We just need to find our place
Ask God to help you